A Trip to the ER

A Trip to the ER

Yesterday morning, at around 10:30am, I had an aura seizure. The best way I can explain what these feel like, for me, is kind of like a tunnel vision-y thing that only lasts a second. Though I’ve had weirder auras, like strong deja vu and moments when the world is bright and colorful and I’m momentarily euphoric.

Anyway, these things are only about a second long and most of the time I just move on with my life. I figured I was staring at my phone too long, or that I was hungry or something.

About five minutes later I had another one.

Then the dizziness started, and I was lightheaded throughout much of my morning/afternoon. I decided to turn on the TV for Goo and take a short nap. I woke an hour later not feeling much better. In fact, I wound up on my bedroom floor because I was certain I was going to faint.

Was this a postictal state? Possible. Did it have something to do with cutting my Lexapro in half? Maybe.

Oh no…Did it have something to do with this new vegan diet? Had I messed up somewhere? Read more

A Visit to the Doctor

A Visit to the Doctor

© Lina Forrester

After a few years, I finally have a new primary! She’s a nurse practitioner and she rocks!

My old doctor was crabby, and just plain rude. She mocked me at one point when I finally¬†got the courage to come in for PPA/PPD and I burst into tears right there in the middle of her office. Needless to say, I was more than relieved when she left the practice. But, since I’m rarely sick, I didn’t need a new one until now.

I had to discuss my medication, Lexapro, as my neurologist refuses to “own” it. I take it for my depression/anxiety that, despite my kid now being four years old, is still lingering enough to ruin whole days. Read more